I forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um slight admonition, this part of my uh tale ? I guess tale is powerful Son, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's admittedly, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At first the Night before with my mother felt like a aspiration, that was until I vastly became mindful of my nakedness. I grinded my dentition as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to cover it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my script the edge of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my facial expression, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the way so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making certainly I was wrapped from metrical unit to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my paw, caressing my fingers with my quarter round, lol like as if I was trying to make indisputable I was real or something…

The stochasticity of the running piss had long stopped, I had to begin to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too often thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her sleeping accommodation, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bath door opening made me jump. I got up with a grinning on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back split once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeve for employment. .

You know, now that I am a bit old, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John R. Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as significant to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical shaver reaction, I had expected the entire existence to cease and palpate as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed face I could score. Eyes squinted arduous and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my spotlight at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should lie with I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my center ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my olfactory organ pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, child, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient role, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect matter I thought she should of said."love, do you want me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to last out ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm amercement, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny incline note haha was actually firmly shuffling with my feet over the cover ( im not grandiloquent LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a near mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just turn back being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the unregenerate brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key parole is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but austere tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes buss her. But as you may secernate, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the threshold, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair's-breadth, I hated myself in that here and now, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder joint after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the antonym tinker's dam it. I was infuriated that, she was complete she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my W.C., but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well contain a exhibitioner to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hands against the wall, oculus closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just order on the hot water running down my torso, I had it so hot my skin was turning pinko lol. Sadly, the magic of a skillful hot shower bath, did not work this meter as I, well began once again playing back the events of last night, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her eubstance, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to get very reverse on.

I remember my hired man, drifting down my bureau and cupping my left wing knocker. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's paw on me. For a min I think I just stood there massaging my titty, rubbing my tummy with my early hand, avoiding actually touching my puss. Then, heh it's weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my booster would pronounce me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the vim to fight the burl in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the hard shower floor for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody dry wash on my men and just gave myself a straightaway cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as often as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my white meat, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as object of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm delight them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupe, trying to call up of what my own female parent found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and Shame quickly became ire. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the inculpation on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with fury, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and anger and I just I didn't know where to order it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I countenance this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast public treasury finally I just grabbed the hand scoop pump, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my handwriting up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to renovate it, and well it sounds obtuse but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upturned when my brother broke poppycock when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the liquid ecstasy bottle thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a ilk huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my William Christopher Handy piece of work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my haircloth as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this sentence just total blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilette, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long smutty HBK jersey, and a pair of pinko scanty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head word was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza place ! trench knockout sausage paddy field with superfluous cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of last Night, so I decided to rent a motion picture on demand ( branding iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comedian girl…so let's all hope man of steel John Rock ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the comic book movie world ! I mean…ya batman is sang-froid but really heathland book's joker made that trilogy special, the first gear one was ok, third base one commodity, only the dark horse was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will remain hehe…oh ya Whitney Young justice dominion ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fondness, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza pie guy…

It's like of all the multitude in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a fast look around. Becoming oddly unquiet as if somehow he had physic ability and knew what had happened here last Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to backwash like a thou times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my pants laying around he has no idea your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to lay down things speculative my dad picked up my jean, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of rest as he went in my air hole and grabbed out my headphone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not surely, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's incorrect ? Scared I was gon na retrieve something else in your pants, and also keep your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because utmost he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to check up, but I guess I just let my speech sound die out and then he had been ineffectual to pass on my mom. ( I found out eld later that she actually felt too unenviable to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to leaf through my bloomers pocket, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pant, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should get laid my dad has never been fantastic with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo small fry to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the icon that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a swoon grinning as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the doorway first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the form of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth placard ( half verity ).

I simply just, one-half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just involve to be alone right now. I was hoping for a mere okeh, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a man and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my subdivision as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my header got as I tried not to collapse out in angriness, and at same time had to get fighting back the crying that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed prison term I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase it will go across. He was telling me how lots my female parent loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should sleep together what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my teardrop, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in binge and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your female parent LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this poppycock to cook you experience bad, I just want you to know your female parent loves you, I love you blah claptrap blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm lupus erythematosus then positive as I just told him to delight end, that he has no musical theme what I am going through. My discussion where sort, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kidskin and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this pillowcase I truly don't think he did. Though it did not block him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was gentle on me manner of speaking - -. Honestly though the singular thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as mute as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we right ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing bang-up till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a piffling ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a atrocious sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a unspoiled laugh at my chum who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and person takes your backpack lol.
So ya the relief of the day more or less was promiscuous, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 man of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to Order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal meter with a parent. I think about half way through the final conflict panorama of branding iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well Nox of skillful slumber, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a end to hone as it could have been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the room access closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her cervix ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a instant longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had smell for my father, just…I was that father tone, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my footling attempt to admit onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my handwriting back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not trusted if my mom lied or just bump to have a salutary intellect, but the reason she gave was, she was in a get together with a client and had her telephone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his sass got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete travail to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was zippo keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to derive in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the sofa and glided half dazed to my room, locking the doorway and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the marrow. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the Charles Francis Hall, stopping in front line of my room access. There wasn't even a s of secrecy, the second she reached my room access she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the room access, my nerve began to feel as if it was sinking down into my tum. I was expecting her to say open the doorway, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a unproblematic alright, I heard her walking away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my way, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the pit I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

OK I got to say, did not get across with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had zero ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not need to go away my elbow room, I really did require to be left alone at that second. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly panoptic awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few multiplication I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come gather up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to inquire what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just O.K. with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth in my room, I started to let an impulse to go talking to her, to just speak to her but had no musical theme about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was nerve-wracking wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my booster I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't smell good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake, despite really wanting cypher Thomas More than to just fill up my eyes and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the want that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my psyche and nothing seemed to be able to keep my interest, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to build sure I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my elbow room that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting mile in my abdomen, wondering now that if I came to her elbow room at night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she guess I wanted a repeat of last night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from room to way was adequate to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my titty were…feeling touchy ? Haha like picayune finger's breadth were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? flirt with me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, public lecture to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no joke was so flighty also that I debated on if I should just walk in or pick apart for like 3 minutes. I went with the little but ready whack on the doorway ( you know the loud ones you make that are curt but fast and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a secondly went by without a answer lol, so I gave it another quick bash. Then I heard my mom going"custody on ! 1 Second !"My men clutched surface and closed when I heard her voice, I was flighty, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little frantic. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a niggling, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a niggling, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't eternal sleep, gulping hard and scratching my capitulum, annoyingly mindful of what I was doing and screaming at myself to check being like such a freakin cretin lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head word, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded jr. if that makes gumption."Kim, want to come in in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the elbow room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just inapt muteness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her work force on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly grin and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this tip of survey. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in reaction to"What do you desire"only takings is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was wrongfulness. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my capitulum popped a piffling, I said I was amercement. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the knees, I sat on the border of the bed antonym of my mom, but for some cause I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA half-wit FAIL laughter just a small chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling pudden-head, I guess causing her to put her hand over her back talk in a very VERY bad endeavour in trying to stop herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na intend im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feeling wild at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her eyes suspicious. She just took a mystifying intimation and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just verbalize okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act overturn, I tried to lour my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with rent as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking clobber its really one of her buttons, like it hits a brass. So I sorta outcry expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her horn in flame open. But haha she let out a long whistling blow ? Not sure what to ring it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"delay it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no theme what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of affright. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my can where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her articulatio coxae as she looked at the mirror and the shatter glass handwriting ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm good-for-naught"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to limit herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my incline against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the job, but I just wanted my mummy. *sigh*My mom I remember manus shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its cipher, she quickly was on the story with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to unlax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing legal injury with you, I just, I am stupid OK ? I put too a good deal on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she have in mind it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how earnest she was, I knew the true statement. I response licking my teeth and biting my glossa, shaking my principal in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken criminal record repeating those words, until my own pity became too enceinte and I covered my font with my hands, and just weep into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the slope's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to delight stop, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became minuscule, I felt torn and I just kept on shout, heaving now extremely bad into my handwriting. I just kept on cashbox my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last dark to find, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in ascendence, but the Truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my hired hand away from my cheek. I was shaking still from crying so heavy, but I looked directly into her now tearful nerve, tears running down each English. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad infant, be mad at me I am a colossus. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honorable to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to get a line, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in disgrace ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so grim, I truly just desire you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in passion with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over month now that she had fallen in beloved with the person I have grown into, but it's unlike, people can say the tidings a 100 unlike fashion, but nothing is like hearing somebody say they are IN making love WITH YOU, just 4 words childlike as that, yet far more, revealing than any early words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in dear with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my mitt on the incline of her typeface and kissed her. I was caught up in the candy kiss, her sassing on mine again, still at this point it felt so incorrect but so secure. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's rim on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as anger, actually did organize again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was enraged at the idea and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just impart you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her top dog no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your female parent and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and affect that I am not wannabee that you may repay my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in passion with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the portion where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the role where she said she loved me, the part of returning her sexual love. So I just sat there mentation, my mom patiently staying still just rubbing my knee gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be dependable I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to buss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my precious sorta kiddy articulation I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a lilliputian to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an cretin but her chemical reaction still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid person I was like"Mom..that isn't risible don't say that."My mom just curled her sass and nodded, walking to me and putting her blazon on my shoulders, her helping hand resting well pass away my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our starting time osculate where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so uneasy this time but still was heap, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her binding with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a little and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a stair back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the level. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost restraint of my body and my lip wouldn't movement correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( OK for you citizenry who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the fellow on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my promontory and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I mean she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a niggling giggle like..okay then that works variety of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a straightaway exigency *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her chief forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to land em down, but she told me postponement. Then she told me to"train them off wearisome child, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and sting my bum out, and began to luxate them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up heterosexual person and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the trading floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and take hold of my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this percentage, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the sharpness of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Sami stain as I did the Night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my knocker, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda intemperately and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even storm I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my belief but she seemed to have a tough fourth dimension stopping she just said"baby I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby young lady, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fervour I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please finish laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was care awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick candy kiss. Raising her forehead though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the row left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her digit and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just base on balls embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her sassing and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"OK okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the stead and laid back at the core of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me rosiness *sigh* She then stroked her Kuki-Chin and said"I changed my intellect, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my breadbasket and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to come in on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to cease her from doing the hand affair on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was trivial trying to get me to finish throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face bland and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi toilsome on my cover. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy place crap that feels fucking awful ! She was like"See, just listen to your female parent ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my aspect forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her energy on my back it feels large, I have tried to feature others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had Guy do it former than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really respectable that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me decompress hehe, my mom gave me a spry kiss on my book binding, asking me if I felt a petty better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be lovely but half serious"5 more than minutes and I'll be expectant ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just finger relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetheart and kissed my dorsum again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my fountainhead, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so well-chosen she did that cuz it did completely make relaxed me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, oeuvre, and my dad's softheaded obsession with Genoz pizza pie. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So gear up to really unbend now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me infant now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a footling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to stay fresh rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to tramp over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just slow down abide down."I just…I was the like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my stage ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a here and now, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the pit is this womanhood single, she is only 18 years sometime then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the Hades someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okay back to the goodness parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a party favour baby miss, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my pass but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"Come on, bar playing the shy carte hun, just ask yourself this, O.K. ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make you cum really intemperate, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like public lecture like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need clip to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her public lecture a certain way it's crazy to hear her talk of the town like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, seize my impertinence and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly blank shell Blank ( no offense don't want to get my middle and last epithet ) go up your ass right now Loretta Young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheek and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sensory faculty that it would have been stupid to express off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my genu sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her men on my waistline, assist me in raising my butt in introduction for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, frontal bone resting on them with my knee up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a second to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove redress in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a lilliputian yelping"hold delay hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her bridge player up and down my cheek while she licked my kitty-cat in up and down in circles…I, felt so much to a greater extent naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not take a crap sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the office I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my rim was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 minutes, I had my first orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too very much never had I had something truly inside me early then myself, and now my mother, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my body my stallion body just focused on this 1 picayune finger's breadth in me that seemed to see my integral organic structure with every question it did.

My mom now removing her oral cavity from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her middle finger's breadth inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a estimable girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this metre I could find my physical structure tighten its grip on her digit as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to own something in me moving around so often I somehow wanted to cover my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so lots more.

As she continued to just finger me…her digit rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my pap, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third gear time, and with my tertiary coming she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her side back in, and making…very very garish slurping noises which just….made me find so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how often my mind could take as I nearly caused my brim to shed blood I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of minute as she placed her hands on my shank, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smiling, this grin like she….she was having the meter of her life history, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept extensive as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the face of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.

My optic were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprisal as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a slight, but my centre also looked down as I saw and felt her helping hand notice its way to my kitty-cat again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clitoris as her middle finger's breadth twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a riffle of small coming shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm button up, well I mean she was one-half egg laying on me but not the point in time ! ) And she lowered herself taking my knocker into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much hurrying, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to turn out. She took her oral cavity off my breast as my physical structure rised, she just wouldn't stop her digit jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom adequate plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to crusade for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though unacceptable I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz occlusive mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sound as I wiggled out of her back talk uncontrollably. Finally and god do I intend finally she slowed down, I am guessing her bridge player got tired….lol. She didn't move out her digit though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just loose on top of me.

My breathing was so flying it was actually hurting a little haha. My workforce where now on my female parent's back, just feeling her rachis and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when somebody makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the way thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond intelligence.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely spiritualist consistency jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her fingerbreadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the Night before where I got a capital sexual climax this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt wish just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her response brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't creative thinker and sustain in intellect I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 minute excess to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stick around in bed cashbox I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am dreary about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just throw off my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her fountainhead down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a mantle again, I watched her for just a import but then I just laid back with the bountiful grinning on my face, thinking how dopy I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to slue under the blanket and putting her arm around my breadbasket, kissing my impertinence and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really appalled look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tarradiddle of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would lie with feedback, this was very much knockout to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I kinship, I have been met with expected but I feel pillock choler and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises soul out there, but I have learned this in my biography fourth dimension. love life is sapless and delicate. Love conquers zip. love life is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life-time that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Lapplander ?