logic programming :
About once a month, sometimes twice a calendar month I have a dreaming. I wake up in a cold sweat from the dream and I have no idea why I keep having the dream.

The Dream :
For some grounds which I can not recall we had been fighting about something. Gary asked me to put on a span of jeans and a blouse. He tells me that it's such a beautiful evening were going to go for a ride in the car with the top down and just let things cool down off. It's about 79 degrees as we drive out into the country I can lay my head back and look up at the stars. It's a beautiful lechatelierite clear night.

Gary slows down and turns into a gravel and grime driveway. There is an old farm house with a with child barn. There are no lights on in the firm but the barn doorway are open and there are lights on inside the barn. Gary effort right into the barn and stops the car. I look at him and ask,"what are we doing here ?"

Gary replies,"were going to make a video."

"Of what ?"I ask.

"Of you and some new friends I found."

"What are you talki…"My car door is opened and a manus snap my arm. I turned around and there was a magniloquent black man standing there.

"You must be Barbara."

He gently pulled me out of the car and told me to stand up straight.

The smuggled man said,"Hey Gary how ya doing, did you bring your camera, ya prepare for tonight, you really wan na do this ?"

Gary replied,"Hey Cal, yeah, we're gon na do this, hold her there for a moment, the tv camera is in the trunk."

The black man, replied,"we gon na do this just like we talked about ?"

Gary said,"certain thing, just like the one you guys did a calendar month ago that I videoed for you."

At this pointedness I was totally mixed-up."Gary, what's going on ! ? ! ? You're scaring me."

Gary got the video tv camera out of the proboscis. I could see the minuscule red lighter that blinks when the tv camera is running ; so, Gary was making a picture and I was totally confused.

At that Lapplander moment another taller black man walked out from a room in the barn. He is carrying something about 18"long, had a grip, was hook shaped, and had a chrome a orchis kind of like a trailer hitch at the former end. He walked up to me with a big smile on his face and said,"Hello Barbara, I'm Pete. We're going to do some stuff with you tonight and we'll let you know what it's going to be every step of the way. First thing we're going to strip down you nude. Next this anal ball is going to be inserted into your ass. This will keep you from trying to get away from us. I'll have my hired man at the former end and if required will steer you where I want to you go."

Both of the Black men started removing all my clothes. Within a minute I was completely nude and I felt Pete insert the egg into my rectum. It hurt, and I let out a little thigh-slapper. Pete said,"now Barbara, if your going to call and take in a fuss we're going to put a ball gag in your mouth so just keep your mouth shut - you understand ?"

"Yes, but what are you going to do ?"

Pete, answered my question my by saying,"to be right to the percentage point, we understand you don't care a lot for sex with inkiness bozo, we're going to experience some fun with you then we're going to reach you tolerate a bit and there is nada you can do about it.

So you have something to think about for the future few proceedings before we start, here it is by the numbers.

1 ) The sweetener and musket ball is going to rest in your ass until we
get you into a limited room.

2 ) We're going to take you into what we call the slaughter room.
You'll be placed on a wooden table. Your legs will be strapped
into plaza. Each leg constituent of the table can be individually moved
to the left wing and right wing and up and down so we'll be able to position
your legs exactly as we want. My two disgraceful Quaker and me are
going to take our prison term fucking you and fill up your kitty with sperm cell,
then Gary may need to drub you kitty clean - that's up to him, we
don't really like about that.

3 ) Cal is our ship's boat. He's going to insert a fish claw thru each of
your nipple then tie the other end of the fishhooks to rod which
can be moved up or down to pull or load your nipples up
higher and higher. Once he has them where he wants them,
he's going to use his directly razor and cut a semi-circle
starting from the position of each tit down to and around the
bed and up to the other English. The cut won't be deep but
you will start to bleed.

4 ) Then Cal is going to jack off into your oral cavity and as you'll see
he shoots a very large amount of nut.

5 ) After Cal fills you mouth with his nut, he's going to use his
Razor again a put a nice small slit in the side of your throat
by the vena jugularis vein. That will get you to start bleeding out
slowly. You be semiconscious but maybe after two or three
minutes then things will just fade out.

6 ) When the three of us are finished fucking you we're going to
office core hooks down by your ankle thru the sinew so
that we can lift you off the table. You'll be hanging top
down at which point one of us, probably Cal, will use an
electric knife to cut off your head. After the pedigree stops
running out of your neck.

At this point I wake up in a coldness sweat and try to get this all out of my mind. But I start to wonder if one day it might just happen .