Am I Turning Into A Serial Killer Or Savior ? Pat Two
I 'm hoping I did a bit better job than my end attack. I think my authorship is `` bad '' at the showtime but gets better as it goes on. Let me remind you this is on a phone so auto correct is king and when I read it again to take care for misunderstanding for some reason I ca n't see any. Do n't have a proof referee to help me out with this job. It will probably be awhile cashbox I write the next share of I ever do so if you like it delight be patient and I 'm trying to up the lineament of my writing but I 'll be the first to include it 's not very `` adept '' for about citizenry. always welcome helpful comments and please enjoy.
Ever since I shattered that guy wire collar bone I 've been trying to get that same rush over and over again with no results. Ive tried skydiving, bungee jumping, rock climbing and a one-half XII other affair that are presuppose to give you a surge but they all seem to fall short. It finally got to the point to where it was affecting my job.
'' St. John the Apostle come in. John can you discover me ? DAMNIT John Lackland PICK UP YOUR nooky RADIO AND Tell ME HOW MUCH meter WE HAVE LEFT ! ! ! ! ''
Oh piece of ass, radio radio radio there it is. `` From the smell of things it 's game over Tom. '' jack SHIT SHIT SHIT ! ! ! GET YOUR HEAD ON STRAIGHT FOR ass SAKE YOU CANT LOSE IT AT WORK ! ! ! !
'' ok whoremaster you have never been this dickhead at reffing since you started doing this job so what the blaze is the mickle man ? ''
'' I dont know what it is because its not like im stressed or anything it just seems like my head word in a different lieu and i cant concentrate for some reasonableness. ``
'' well get it together effort I dont want one of my best referee going off the trench end on me all right. ``
'' ill take care of it and get my head in the game by next week one way or another. ``
Just a mere nod was his reply and thats all that was needed. I soon found out when you know what you need and cant get it your job becomes really difficult. So by the time we had to clean up and get out of there i was starting to go a little unglued at that decimal point. The high detail was that it took us so long by the fourth dimension i got dwelling it would be getting drab and clip for a skillful long walk.
It didnt come about the outset few nights but finally I got `` lucky '' and once again heard the satisfying auditory sensation of a cry for help. I got there so quick it kinda surprised me a great deal. Luckily they didnt hear me so i was able to asses the site properly.
What I saw was ( to my eyes ) was one of the ten wonders of the humans, a Miracle, the Messiah or God himself telling me the meaning of life. I was finally getting what I craved and longed for. Pure, justified violence. She gets saved, I get my fix and my life sentence will hopefully get back to normal.
I quick glimpse told me all I needed to screw. It was you average dead end back street. scraps, drugs and everything in the middle `` nicely '' put on both position. But thank the heavens there were two of them. The scruffy hoodie wearing `` gangster '' dumbass case. The girl would have been cuter if she was n't terrified or had mud in random places. Not like it really mattered because what did matter is one had a gun the early a knife.
'' This is going be so much fun ! '' That one sentence was what truly told me that I was becoming rationally unhinged. I was n't going to go on a random murder spree like others probably would though because that 's just dolt. `` I 'll figure it out tomorrow. ``
What I failed to realize until it was to late that I was already walking to them. When I finally realized it that heavenly thrill came back in full force. One step turned into two. Three turned into four. Four into a jog ! Five into a run ! And what happened next was the most beautiful lot I 've seen to date. leaf blade in hand I did n't simply slice the man with the guns throat. I put weight into the hit and dug in as far I could, watching as his parentage sprayed out of his torso bathed in the moonlight.
I wished the other mans death would be just as beautiful as the first. But ala, I wanted to rip my blade from the guy cable throat so I could see what it would calculate like and see if it was just as gorgeous as the showtime atomiser of his blood. The man with the knife was just going to get to induce an eye destroyed and his skull caved in. Maybe not as beautiful, but it got the job done.
'' Ha. Haha. Hahahahaha ! '' I could n't stop it if I wanted to. I just kept laughing as I walked to the commencement guy and ripped my blade from his throat. This was n't the kind of laughter an insane person would do. No this laughter conveyed pure joy. And it kept going trough I got our of the alley. Thankfully I did n't crash like the first fourth dimension. More like I walked family with a spring in my step.
'' Fun fun for everyone blood sprayed out with the man with the gun ! Fun fun ca n't you see a skull caved in done with brutal hilarity. '' Singing passed the time till I got home and went to bed, refreshed and feeling like I could get on the world.
Naturally once I woke up and turned on the word was talking about it like I just shot the president. `` Oh well, as long as I 'm not caught I do n't really give a shit. Besides they totally deserved to die. But I should probably think of some rules when I go do that. No rest for the wicked it seems. ''