I forgot to put incest as one of the motif, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little warning, this contribution of my uh tale ? I guess tarradiddle is right word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's admittedly, not too drab just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At number one the night before with my mother felt like a pipe dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide out how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to enshroud it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, cover falling down and my boob just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the English of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became overpower as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from feet to make out. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my handwriting, caressing my fingers with my pollex, lol like as if I was trying to pretend surely I was actual or something…

The noise of the endure water had long stopped, I had to begin to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too very much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should have sex she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the lavatory door opening made me startle. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back teardrop once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit sometime, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the lesson that animation simply goes on. It isn't that the nighttime before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the distinctive minor reply, I had expected the entire world to cease and finger as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life object lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to run so easily.

detriment and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed face I could defecate. heart squinted severe and oral cavity closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should love I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said aught !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can babble about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the tidings, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her pass ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh footling funny side banker's bill haha was actually hard shuffling with my human foot over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a honest mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you need to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this compositor's case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please utter to her. But being the refractory brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my elbow room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her psyche down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to catch her and…yes kiss her. But as you may recount, this day was just becoming a practice of affair I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the threshold, and left as she did.

Now in my way, I dropped the mantle, crying quietly to myself, but my bridge player shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hairsbreadth, I hated myself in that here and now, but I wasn't sure enough what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the face-to-face damn it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this giant I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the intact time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturb how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really Wyrd just being naked, I had decided to see some wearing apparel. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in letdown that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to divvy up with, I decided to …well involve a exhibitioner to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to unlax, trying to just consecrate on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the illusion of a squeamish hot exhibitor, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the upshot of utmost night, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to go very sour on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left titty. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's handwriting on me. For a moment I think I just stood there massaging my chest, rubbing my belly with my early bridge player, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our judgement go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I view of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my acquaintance would pronounce me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longsighted did I even have the energy to defend the knots in my abdomen or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the exhibitioner, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not trusted how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the hard shower storey for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody washables on my work force and just gave myself a quick cleanup, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a automaton, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jump from the coolness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my eyes are rather pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda skillful, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm delight them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a short stupid, trying to think of what my own mother found substantially about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and Shame quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with cult, so a lot rage it was like I woke up, my consistence just got all this energy and anger and I just I didn't know where to range it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hand grievous bodily harm pump, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing question, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to revivify it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how practically my mom use to get upset when my brother broke hooey when he got raging and how pissed off she gets even when we break glut on stroke and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a prissy like trash thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a the like Brobdingnagian gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my Handy workplace, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my whisker as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just broad blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK t-shirt, and a brace of garden pink step-in ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My headway was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my ducky pizza pie situation ! mystifying beauty sausage paddy with spare cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of lowest nighttime, so I decided to take a motion-picture show on demand ( Iron man in suit any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's authoritative but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of steel rock and roll ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the laughable Quran movie world ! I mean…ya batman is cool down but really heathland daybook's joker made that trilogy special, the showtime one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a skipper piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya untested justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the doorway knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the the great unwashed in the human race I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the doorway UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to realness. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick feel around. Becoming oddly anxious as if somehow he had purgative ability and sleep with what had happened here last Nox, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a K times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my internal hired hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my headway saying it's not like it's not normal to just stimulate my bloomers laying around he has no idea your being an changeling ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my pouch and grabbed out my phone, his facial expression giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just simmer down I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's faulty ? Scared I was gon na chance something else in your pants, and also keep your red cent phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me fully epithet when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was distressed all day because final he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to chequer up, but I guess I just let my telephone die out and then he had been ineffective to reach my mom. ( I found out old age later that she actually felt too awkward to mouth to him that day.

I told him no to his interrogative sentence, but he was leery so he had begun to riffle through my trouser pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD diaphragm WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to tranquilize down, which just made it so a lot unsound so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not pertain my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respectfulness, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should know my dad has never been wonderful with the drama billet so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to impart, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya have a go at it ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo pocket-size to me now. fountainhead anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza pie for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the room access first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the row of 2 or 3 24-hour interval ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the Sojourner Truth identity card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, null is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to subscribe to a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my limb as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to severalise me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a harsh piece where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my principal got as I tried not to burst out in wrath, and at same time had to begin fighting back the bout that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the C. H. Best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will pass. He was telling me how a great deal my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my crying, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff and nonsense to make you palpate bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah bombast claptrap. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

well needless to say lol tbh, my response as ummm less then overconfident as I just told him to please stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My words where kind, but my flavour was totally, hey piss off lol. wellspring you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not blockade him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was well-situated on me speech - -. Honestly though the rum thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dense as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing slap-up till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty rule we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the kick but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a atrocious sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a dependable gag at my pal who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and mortal takes your backpack lol.
So ya the remainder of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the picture, I got a miniskirt public lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a great haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some rule clock time with a parent. I think about half way through the final exam fight scene of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of dear nap, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to light asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could experience been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the doorway completion, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to proceed him for just a minute longer, I loved the feeling of his breast, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to oblige onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure enough if my mom lied or just happen to have a honorable reason, but the ground she gave was, she was in a meeting with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my consummate elbow grease to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was cipher keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, unearthly huh ? Too spirit trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a arcminute or two, not certainly what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to amount in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the second gear she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handgrip, unsuccessfully trying to go in my elbow room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to find as if it was sinking down into my belly. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to blab out, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a elementary alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how longsighted wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to forget my way, so I went to my ledge and finally gave in haha. My admirer Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the lamia Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day natural endowment when you wanted so many other affair, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 instalment was because I had zilch ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my way, I really did require to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly all-encompassing awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my champion that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will acknowledge I almost just called one or two and told em to amount meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my judgment started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't indisputable if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth in my elbow room, I started to give an urge to go talk to her, to just mouth to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was nerve-racking wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't feeling honest which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting nothing more than to just fill up my heart and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and nil seemed to be capable to proceed my pursuit, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each gradation to make sure I was gear up for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my eubstance had begun to tingle.

I was taking my metre and getting knots in my belly, wondering now that if I came to her way at Night, would she get the faulty theme ? Would she cogitate I wanted a repeat of last nighttime ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from way to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her doorway, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my titty were…feeling touchy ? Haha like piddling fingerbreadth were crawling all over them and my breadbasket was all in burl. I ten asked myself in my creative thinker, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, lecture to her, but honestly I was so queasy that my shoulder joint were shaking and I literally no jest was so queasy also that I debated on if I should just take the air in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the niggling but nimble bang on the door ( you know the tatty ones you make that are short but degraded and when you want to wake somebody up or get them out of the toilet like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a minute went by without a response lol, so I gave it another spry knock. Then I heard my mom going"time lag on ! 1 Second !"My hands clutched candid and closed when I heard her voice, I was skittish, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a gown, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a niggling. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly serenity, not sure why but I just wanted her to recognize me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a petty, she looked at me and with a smiling asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping backbreaking and scratching my head, annoyingly cognisant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to arrest being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sense."Kim, want to get in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me derail so a lot when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 second base of just unenviable silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her lap covering, gave me a very well what felt like a very solemn motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this tip of position. I had heard her, but I had yet to reply so my mom just again asked me What's up but this clock time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in reaction to"What do you desire"only payoff is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was incorrect. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my ears popped a little, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the genu, I sat on the edge of the bed opponent of my mom, but for some rationality I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA moron FAIL gag just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouthpiece in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to lay off herself from laughing.

O.K. so this is probably where you are gon na think im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that instant but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some choler and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not comic ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her center mistrustful. She just took a cryptic breath and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my wrath, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to lour my forehead and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with split as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you sooner how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her push, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to ramp but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nuzzle break open heart-to-heart. But haha she let out a long whistle bump ? Not sure enough what to call up it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"delay it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no theme what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of affright. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my john where she entered first, I stood at the doorway as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her pelvis as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glass hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm dark"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to limit herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my slope against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hired man shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even care about that, that its zilch, she quickly was on the story with me, her hands again on my berm, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am pillock okay ? I put too practically on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she signify it, but I just shake off my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I answer licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my question in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those words, until my own shame became too great and I covered my cheek with my hand, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my berm furiously, telling me to please stop, to please mind to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst forth in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a egg and became pocket-sized, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on money box my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last dark to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the Truth is."Then she paused and her hand went on mine, pulling my hands away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so laborious, but I looked directly into her now weeping face, tears running down each side of meat. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a teras. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, true to god I was just hoping in my fucked up nous, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to learn, but as I saw her optic squint in….in disgrace ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just require you happy to a greater extent than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over calendar month now that she had fallen in making love with the mortal I have grown into, but it's different, citizenry can say the words a 100 dissimilar ways, but zip is like hearing someone say they are IN love WITH YOU, just 4 discussion simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well alright, but if she had said Kim I am in dear with my daughter, or kim I am in beloved with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did succeeding. I placed my hands on the side of meat of her human face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so in force. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my female parent's lip on mine.

Sadly the look did not ride out as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss memory, playing back what she had just told me. I was angry at the persuasion and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just break you what you want again cuz you differentiate me you loved me ?"My mom put her deal on my knees and shook her head word no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I blaspheme to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and act that I am not hopeful that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the constituent where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying tacit just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was decent.

Heh to be true I knew my result to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to osculate her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a picayune chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an moron but her reaction still so beguile me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so pudding head I was like"Mom..that isn't mirthful don't say that."My mom just curled her back talk and nodded, walking to me and putting her weapon on my shoulders, her workforce resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none life-threatening tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first gear kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this prison term but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her rachis with everything I had….I even for first gear time was bold a lilliputian and put both my manus on her shank ...

She was the one to break the buss as she took a whole tone back, slipping her robe off and letting it pass to the trading floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost ascendency of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okeh for you the great unwashed who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my T-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my caput and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I opine she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of jest.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a immediate pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a instant to get what she meant as I grabbed my pantie to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off tedious baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to sneak them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me finger so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my step-in, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her facial expression and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typecast this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her backtalk. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center field of the bed….taking the Saame spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me palpate stupidly and for some rationality I covered my bosom, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so obtuse that I didn't even rage I was just care"Mom please stop."

She could totally differentiate how I said it that she really was hurting my impression but she seemed to consume a hard time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so no-account just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so precious my child female child, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fervency I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please blockade laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was similar awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quickly kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last Nox huh ?"

I just I had never felt more slow up in my spirit, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the sec the Word left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingerbreadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just passing game embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"train your perspective !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the place and laid back at the substance of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her Kuki and said"I changed my judgement, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to add up on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her fine and I got up just to stop over her from doing the paw matter on my tum, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to hold back throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of class laid my face matt and turned it, to calculate at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi hard on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was care"See, just listen to your female parent ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my cheek forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my backbone and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had hombre do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really effective that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really in force, all tot probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me unstrain hehe, my mom gave me a prompt candy kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half life-threatening"5 more minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay truelove and kissed my back again and fret my back some more, my cervix and she finished by rubbing my header, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I speculation after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and material I dunno I just loved when she called me sister now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to twine over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax last out down."I just…I was wish erm OK, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my wooden leg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman single, she is only 18 geezerhood older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good character : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more support rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor child girl, please vacate your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my response I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"cum on, stop playing the shy calling card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in reception."Just ask yourself if you want ma to defecate you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need clock time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's crazy to hear her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, take hold of my boldness and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly blank shell Blank ( no offense don't want to get my middle and stopping point name ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not certain if that is exactly what I had in nous im 99.9 % sure as shooting it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would hold been stupid to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my human knee sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hand on my waist, assist me in raising my stooge in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my human knee up on the bed, my arse up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the affectedness I was in as she just got behind me and plunge right in…

It caught me so off guard duty that I jumped a little yelping"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slacken down, she gliding her hand up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make sensory faculty but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to resist, all that would scarper my lips was the Word of God mom between the moan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to think 5 bit, I had my first orgasm of the Night, but as my soundbox tightened and my creative thinker just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my climax with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a persona of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how often my eubstance my intact body just focused on this 1 short fingerbreadth in me that seemed to moderate my integral organic structure with every apparent motion it did.

My mom now removing her back talk from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her centre finger inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the bound, I came again, and this time I could find my body tighten its grip on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have got something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to cover my inside from it, but at the Saame time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her free helping hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my third sexual climax she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping dissonance which just….made me sense so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how very much my thinker could take as I nearly caused my lip to phlebotomize I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many little unity that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of import as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a mo before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this smile like she….she was having the time of her biography, I just…what could I do but smile back. My pegleg I kept wide as I was so wash up, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her script on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her titty, and felt her thigh touch my own.

My eyes were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open air with surprisal as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a piddling, but my centre also looked down as I saw and felt her hired man find its way to my puss again…inserting it's self back in, her ovolo rubbing my button as her halfway finger's breadth twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a ripple of trivial orgasm shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm pushing up, well I mean she was one-half laying on me but not the peak ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god import, where I just came screaming the Book oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my pap and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to prove. She took her mouth off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't block off her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so loyal and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most mighty by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to establish her try to go faster though insufferable I think. I started to wiggle now, the wizard becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop consonant mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my knocker, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her lip uncontrollably. Finally and god do I entail finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her consistence just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so libertine it was actually hurting a little haha. My hands where now on my mother's back, just feeling her binding and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's rule to just be thankful when person makes you feel like that. My mom's bosom were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the blaze just happened that, beyond Holy Writ.

After just laying there for many bit, my extremely sensitive consistency jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her fingerbreadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and unenviable it wasn't like the Night before where I got a gravid orgasm this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fervour. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another twinkling and about to say something but I said"No mom nifty job."And she just laughed like a speedy joke and then made a very adorable facial expression, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more affair. And..her response brought rip to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the news out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can ride out in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her optic and she said"Kim I am grim about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just agitate my capitulum and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her headland down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a mo but then I just laid back with the biggest smiling on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so wild. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my oral sex up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked feel cuz I used her epithet and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was a lot toilsome to think seeing as I had to try to recollect a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I family relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel dullard anger and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my life prison term. love is frail and tenuous. make out conquers goose egg. passion is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life-time that's what we did, we fought for sexual love and happiness, can you say the same ?