Once the kids were back, what happened that day became a retentiveness, at first.

For a week or two, there were no more words spoken and only an odd wave from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her well maintained toned eubstance or her platinum blonde whorl, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my parttime job at the liquor store or at nursing home, my view kept being interrupted with visual modality of his cock sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never have fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking pecker before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my eyes I'd see instant replay of his cock sliding inside my mouth.

I had to shake my head at times to try regain focus.

In my ambition, I would relive that day, beginning with Gina's grin but quickly switching to Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan's sliding cock into my mouth.

Every detail of me sucking cock was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The exhilaration was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw throat from him slamming his pecker in to it.

It was so veridical that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my game that I took a week off work.

The fact that both parties haven't uttered a Scripture to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt depressed, guilt and mortification, plus ecstasy all at differing times of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the third base week after the issue, I thought to myself"roll in the hay it."

I jacked off with prototype of me sucking cock re-playing in my head.

That's when the defeat ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much after that nighttime that the look-alike started returning.

The next day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped control the images in my head.

For time of day this went on to images of Gina's grin and titmouse and then the prick swallowing.

I was starting to opine about visiting the Doctors, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey MD can you help me, I sucked cock now all I see is pecker,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the level where I'd lay on my back, wriggle my branch over a sofa and let them fall flat past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to breastfeed my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my cock inch away from my backtalk, so I'd cum on my face and tongue.

All these epitome would contain once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The mess on my face and stench wasn't the Saame as when it was Jordan River shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my cock planted inside Gina at the same time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt confusion, disgust, and guiltiness again.

"What's going on, FUCK ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the door frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

Hours later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like fille ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my putz buried balls bass in her snatch, but what about this other doodly-squat ?

"shag, fuck, I'm not a fag I like cunt,"I tried telling myself.

"Fuck this,"I ranted to myself and decided to leave the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This trumpery ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at abode a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan and her were going through some dramas.

They may divorce or separate, the tyke are they only reason they still together.

"That night when I/we all got together, I can't get the images out of my head teacher,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Jordan who is stuck in my head,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guys in my liveliness pecker chasers,"She said, with a flighty smirk.

"Remember the first clock time we met, commemorate the first gear time we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like old age, retrieve our feelings, and remember the fireworks of that night,"I kept talking.

"fountainhead there was an ending to the fireworks and that was Jordan finishing in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Jordan sliding his shaft in my mouth and splattering my fount,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a foresightful hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your option,"She patted my back.

"Choice ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes dearest, whether you're vanilla, bi or a gay fag like Jordan,"she softly said.

"Look Jordan craves the small fry, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at streak,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for seconds what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a precious little smile and then a wink.

In a winking of an eye, she was down on her knees and ripped my pecker of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my cock gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her hand down the floor of my slam and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her thumb around the infrastructure of my shaft and was tickling or treating my balls like she was about to roll two dice.

I let out a sigh when she circled around and around the twat of my cock.

She then put my pecker in her mouth deeper and deeper, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my balls once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my cock with her tongue and lovingly licking the tip.

There was drool all over my cock now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my hands cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her lips firmly clamped tightly around my hammer driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't obligate on a lot longer and I think she knew too.

If my with child external respiration and moan weren't a signaling then her eye being shut and her stiff rhythm did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my cock starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a little as my legs started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my Lucille Ball started to empty in her mouth.

What I pumped out was workweek of frustration.

I don't think she expected so much but as the little cock warrior, she was she held my cum in her oral cavity until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a single swallow.

She licked her lips and kissed me.

I could smell out and smack my cum.

"Feeling just ?"Gina asked.

"I feel amazing and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you more,"She said and kissed me again.

This time passionately.

I felt reluctant to kiss her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the Thomas Kid got home from school.

*